Apr 28, 2013 21:34
I'm trying to get back into stuff but I can't seem to focus on anything long enough to do so. Today I somehow was trying to double-fist books and that clearly didn't work well since I have only one set of eyes. Hans Christian Anderson's Fairy Tales, I'm sorry but you're in the end going to have to wait while I attempt The Ruins of Ambrai first. (Read double-fist as the NON sexualized slang, of course. It's creepy otherwise lol)
Now I'm also trying to see if there's any new anime out there that might be interesting. If anyone has recommendations, have at me! Actually, for manga as well (doesn't have to be BL). Or even books.
Guys, I want to be doing things! Can you tell?
Lately I've been feeling a bit weirdly restless. Also, I think it's (finally) hitting me that once all the editing and the High School AU drabbles are done, and I suppose too the AU porn scenes, I won't have anything more to write in In the Company of Shadows. It makes me kind of sad.
For pretty much all my life, when I've wanted to make myself fall asleep, I've thought of a plot because it builds into essentially watching a story unfold as I dream. For years, I've used ICoS for that. There were times I got plot ideas through it. Other times it just lets me imagine the way a scenario would go that I know would NEVER work in the story itself and therefore would never be written. Now, when I find myself doing the same thing, it's sad because I know no matter the dream, it definitely won't be written since the series is done.
I've been trying to work on editing some of the other, unrelated stories I have written in my folders. I keep forgetting about things, especially since so many of them are so random and only partially written. I've been thinking, too, about sharing them just so I can't keep forgetting they exist. I might post some things after this.
:(,
omfg what do i do,
manga,
icos,
writing,
why do i do this to myself?,
blaugh,
books,
in the company of shadows,
anime,
bah,
jfc i waste so much time,
restless