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Ugh this month has been hell. With my grandpa passing away, coming back to school (not that i dont love KU, but i dont think i really got enough time with my friends back home, since i was away for half of break), stress has been sky high, and now hearing of Kevin's death. I really dont think that i've ever felt as helpless, stressed out, and as sad as I really have been feeling all month.
I know that death is not something that can get better...apparantly you deal with it better with time, but the only thing that has kept me in a peppy mood is when i dont think about it, but that's not DEALING with it, that's AVOIDING the issue. I really can't keep my head on straight, i'm 4 chapters behind in reading which adds up to 200 pages or so, and I can honestly say that I have no motivation to do it or anything else for that matter.
Today my phone accidentally fell into the sink, completely submerged into the water, and is now broken. I am without connection of any sort of phone line until i figure out how to fix it, or find time to get a new one (buy it-major $$$$) and activate it which takes forever in its self. Oy! no more stress please!!!!
Wish I could write about happier things, but as i said before, this month has been hell.
I know that death is not something that can get better...apparantly you deal with it better with time, but the only thing that has kept me in a peppy mood is when i dont think about it, but that's not DEALING with it, that's AVOIDING the issue. I really can't keep my head on straight, i'm 4 chapters behind in reading which adds up to 200 pages or so, and I can honestly say that I have no motivation to do it or anything else for that matter.
Today my phone accidentally fell into the sink, completely submerged into the water, and is now broken. I am without connection of any sort of phone line until i figure out how to fix it, or find time to get a new one (buy it-major $$$$) and activate it which takes forever in its self. Oy! no more stress please!!!!
Wish I could write about happier things, but as i said before, this month has been hell.