"you cant run away from yourself"
im coming to a pretty good point in my life. haha not that it will definetly last but hey, i try to be an optimist. what i mean is that im getting to be pretty okay with myself. it doesnt really matter to me much what other people think of me. im coming to realize (even more than before-because i would have to say i understood this a whole lot better than most even before) that all that truely matters in life is that you believe in yourself and..basically like yourself! Things happen. Shity things. Theres absolutely no way around it. In any given day at least ten things (more than likely more) are going to happen that just suck. Some of them are obvious. Some are not. Personally I think the unobvious ones are worse. Because YOU feel bad, but no one ELSE can see that you are or understand why. I still firmly believe that emotional pain is far worse than physical pain. Anyways yeah school is actually going good despite the fact that it IS school. Ive got a really nice group of close friends which is such a nice feeling after the whole freshman year trying to find your place thing. Im gonna be doing this show with the milwaukee symphony orchestra as the narrator anne frank. the piece was made as a commemoration to the lives lost in the holocaust and my part was originally done by audrey hephurn. Im performing in ehlein hall which is HUGE! its like idk 3000 people or something. Idk its gigantic and beautiful and its where broadway musicals perform when they tour here. So yeah Im way beyond excited for that. Weeeeeeee! So ya I have major busyness to deal with now. Hasta.