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[starlit_tears]

yesterday was fun i guess. school was okay...i was really talkative seventh period and everyone was like amazed becuase i usually dont say anything. nobody had that great of a costume on yesterday but some were cool. afterschool i went to my aunts to babysit and i was there until 5:30. hersheys called me 3 times in that time period but after listening to the messages i didnt want to call them back. i need to do that today. ugh stupid tina. i finally did call the store after i knew tina had left and talked to rachel for about an hour. haha she is funny. i realized how muhc i REALLY dont like it there and how i have no intentions of ever going back. i think thats a big hint to put in my 2 week notice like today so i dont have to deal with tina bullshit.. lol.

after my aunts i picked up jen and we headed up to the mall to hang out with ashley. then we started our search (for them) slutty skirts for halloween. ashley found a cool one and a cool hat. the mall was the same as usual i guess, idk i kinda was out of it and didnt want to be there. i just wanted to be home in my bed so thats what i did as soon as i got home pretty much and i was asleep by like 9:45 which is earlier then ive ever gone to sleep on a weekday. im such a fucking loser.ah well, sleep is good. it prevents me from thinking of how much i miss him and want him back. :-(

halloween better be fun. i hope it will be but idk.