I'm Being Neglected!

[starlit_misery]

Well I guess my “friends” don’t want me to edit their music video. At least that’s my view on this situation. They haven’t even bothered to tell me that the editing dates have changed or anything. I’m the editor, I should be told what days we’re editing! I’m so hurt and mad. I want to call the director (Chad) up and yell at him, but I won’t, it would be immature of me. I’m just gonna call Melissa back on Monday and tell her I can’t make it to the editing day (that I called to ask her about) because I have a counseling appointment to go to that I can’t cancel. If they don’t like it that I can only take time on Thursday to edit, they can go fuck themselves and end up with a piece of shit movie for all I care. I’m tired of dealing with amateurs (even though I’m an amateur editor), I want serious business happening. Not child’s play and guessing when I’ll be editing (if at all). I’ve been working so hard at my editing projects and learned a lot about Media 100 (a difficult editing software that some of the other students are intimidated and confused by). My teacher said “You really know what you’re doing, you’ve been making A work and I like the effects you added in this new project.” He knows sooo much about the film industry because he’s literally been in the business for decades. It was such a compliment to hear him say that. I’ve never heard him say that to the other students. So that alone says that I’m good at editing. I feel the other students are jealous of me or something. It’s a possibility, hence neglecting me.
We went on a class trip to DRTV (a studio where they make commercials) and they have a graphic art and editing department there, both of which I can do. I’m so excited about it and really want to intern there my last year of college. If I intern there my chances are greater of being hired there, and it’s nearby! So that really motivated me to work even harder on my project.
I’m sorry if this bored anyone, I just needed to vent.