Indescribably Sad
Wow I haven't updated in a week. Well, that's partly due to the fact I've been playing World of Warcraft constantly. And in the midst of my obsession with the game I have neglected my lj. So here's an update :).
On tuesday I went to see my counselor again and she had me take a 600 question personality test. My next visit will be an IQ test, which I'm looking forward to. I've only taken these sort of tests online, I've never had any professional ones. So this is pretty exciting for me. Wish me luck :D.
Yesterday I went and did another film shoot for Chris's music video. I couldn't stay for it all unfortunately, but I had a lot of fun. We did the pool scene where Melissa is swimming. She looked cute in her bathing suit. All the guys ogled her. So typical... We joked around when Chris wasn't with us that he has a crush on Melissa. She didn't find it to be too funny cause she doesn't see him that way. And we've all agreed his gf doesn't exist, he never talks about her and we've never seen her, she remains a mystery!
I'm sad about Shaun. My family is insane and wants me to leave him. I don't want to leave him because I Love Him. Even threatening to leave him was painful as hell to me. I just broke down and couldn't take things anymore. We talked a lot today, he sounded miserable. It was so hard for us to say goodbye when he had to leave for work. I really miss him right now :(. Luckily he has the next 4 days off of work so we'll have loads of time to talk and play WoW together. That's a comforting thought.
On tuesday I went to see my counselor again and she had me take a 600 question personality test. My next visit will be an IQ test, which I'm looking forward to. I've only taken these sort of tests online, I've never had any professional ones. So this is pretty exciting for me. Wish me luck :D.
Yesterday I went and did another film shoot for Chris's music video. I couldn't stay for it all unfortunately, but I had a lot of fun. We did the pool scene where Melissa is swimming. She looked cute in her bathing suit. All the guys ogled her. So typical... We joked around when Chris wasn't with us that he has a crush on Melissa. She didn't find it to be too funny cause she doesn't see him that way. And we've all agreed his gf doesn't exist, he never talks about her and we've never seen her, she remains a mystery!
I'm sad about Shaun. My family is insane and wants me to leave him. I don't want to leave him because I Love Him. Even threatening to leave him was painful as hell to me. I just broke down and couldn't take things anymore. We talked a lot today, he sounded miserable. It was so hard for us to say goodbye when he had to leave for work. I really miss him right now :(. Luckily he has the next 4 days off of work so we'll have loads of time to talk and play WoW together. That's a comforting thought.