"I'm not oh-fucking-kay!"
I've decided not to go to Chris's party tonight cause I've been feeling depressed. Last week he told me he met a girl he really likes and I don't wanna feel like the third wheel. I hate that feeling, especially when I can't have my own lover with me. So I called him up and told him I wasn't feeling well (which is true, I don't mentally feel well), and he said the party was cancelled because no one wanted to show up. He sounded really depressed and now I feel guilty for saying I couldn't come. I kinda wanna call him up and ask him if he wants to hang out, but I don't want to bother him. He's probly out with Angela.
I found a sexy pic of Gerald Way from MCR. I'm so excited that I found a cool looking pic of him, I put it on my desktop.
I still want to pet his pretty hair...lol. I had a weird dream weeks ago where I was doing a talent show and he walked up to me and shook my hand and said I did great. Haha only in dreams would that happen!
I wanted to post some pix even though my scanner is dead, so I took them with my crap webcam. Sorry they're blurry, I just wanted to share them with everyone.
Me with purple hair
Me and Shaun when he first visited
I found a sexy pic of Gerald Way from MCR. I'm so excited that I found a cool looking pic of him, I put it on my desktop.
I still want to pet his pretty hair...lol. I had a weird dream weeks ago where I was doing a talent show and he walked up to me and shook my hand and said I did great. Haha only in dreams would that happen!
I wanted to post some pix even though my scanner is dead, so I took them with my crap webcam. Sorry they're blurry, I just wanted to share them with everyone.
Me with purple hair
Me and Shaun when he first visited