i dont want to think of a subject
so i almost fell into that hole in your life....
i almost gave into the drugs...the depression.
But i got set straight.
And now i know that isnt me.
Ill be okay.
Im gonna get through this.
....
i really want to go to sergio's today. I doubt my parents will let me, considering the fact they dont "know him". Yeah, and for the fact that we got in a huge fight last night. And now its to the start again- i dont want to be here.
I like this guy, Blake, alot. Im in love with Danny, but hes 6 hours away...and i dont think i can handle that anymore....
But i do really like blake. No one would ever think id be into a guy like him, that he'd be into a girl like me, but ive learned that sometimes life really catches you off guard...
i never thought we'd have a thing for eachother.
Hes very quiet, introverted, to himself....but yet every word that ever comes out of his mouth is utterly intelligant...or just funny....
Hes got long hair to his elbows, half is dark brown, the bottom half is pineapple blonde.
Paints his fingernails black, wears all the bracelets, band t-shirts..blah blah blah.
i think hes really cute. but thats not what matters.
hes super artistic. He draws so well and i only wish i could draw like that. He is very unique, in himself. Its so hard for me to describe him. Hes just..Blake. Theres no fitting word..or words.
Anyways, today my hope is to get to hang out with him....at serg's. But i am only doing wishful thinking...
i dont think it'll ever work out.
Good job em.
i almost gave into the drugs...the depression.
But i got set straight.
And now i know that isnt me.
Ill be okay.
Im gonna get through this.
....
i really want to go to sergio's today. I doubt my parents will let me, considering the fact they dont "know him". Yeah, and for the fact that we got in a huge fight last night. And now its to the start again- i dont want to be here.
I like this guy, Blake, alot. Im in love with Danny, but hes 6 hours away...and i dont think i can handle that anymore....
But i do really like blake. No one would ever think id be into a guy like him, that he'd be into a girl like me, but ive learned that sometimes life really catches you off guard...
i never thought we'd have a thing for eachother.
Hes very quiet, introverted, to himself....but yet every word that ever comes out of his mouth is utterly intelligant...or just funny....
Hes got long hair to his elbows, half is dark brown, the bottom half is pineapple blonde.
Paints his fingernails black, wears all the bracelets, band t-shirts..blah blah blah.
i think hes really cute. but thats not what matters.
hes super artistic. He draws so well and i only wish i could draw like that. He is very unique, in himself. Its so hard for me to describe him. Hes just..Blake. Theres no fitting word..or words.
Anyways, today my hope is to get to hang out with him....at serg's. But i am only doing wishful thinking...
i dont think it'll ever work out.
Good job em.