May 16, 2005 22:09
damn. thats one thing about myself i was hoping would never change.
i saw a picture of me and my 2 best friends of the past. im not really very good at keeping friends i realize. its not that i dont want to be their friend anymore.. its just that once i feel us drifting.. i feel like theres nothing i can do to make them come back so i dont even try. thats the case for most of my friendships gone wrong, i guess.
i was talking to an old friend i hadnt spoken to in a while.. and we decided that we dont really find the need to make new friends cause the ones we have now are so great. ehhh.. at least thats all well admit to.
black nailpolish and blue tear drop earrings. saddest day of the year.
i am in so much physical pain right now.. its so bad it almost makes me think id trade it in for emotional pain. god knows i dont have enough of that. man, i am such a spoiled little kid. how can you be spoiled when youre not even rich? it happens i guess.
most importantly... EVERYONE SHOULD BE ON THE SEARCH FOR THE PALE ORANGE LABELED VITAMIN WATER WITH THE LEMON TEA FLAVOR. IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR IT ALL MY LIFE. WHERE ARE YOU?!?! YOU WILL BE MY BEST FRIEND IF YOU CAN JUST TELL ME WHERE I CAN GET IT.