what goes up must come down
how does KARMA work.
i thought it made sense. i made some mistakes.. and now its kicking me in the ass. i did some good, and im getting rewarded.
isnt that better than thinking youre perfect and that bad things happen to good people for no reason?
OR is it that by me thinking its karma, im blaming it on reasons outside myself and that its just because i did bad before. meaning, that i didnt do anything wrong, its just the way life works. so basically im saying that its not my fault, its just karma, because something else was my fault in the past.
i went to a ksa girl bonding event tonight. we ate, drank, wateched hours of sex and the city, waxed, manicured. everyone had pretty pink nails with flowers and such. i made mine black. awesome. tomorrow at 6:01 pm, im gonna be happy. ill know that me week is over. i have no classes on thursday and friday its just lectures. fantastic. and... ive decided that im gonna devote myself to school and friends. im trying to do the school thing as we speak. and for friends, i have plans to make things better.
im sticking to my karma approach.
ONLY in the sense that i accept the fact that something bad is happening, and you know what? i deserve it.
"the boy of my dreams took me home tonight, only after he kissed his girlfriend goodnight, of course."
its not that i want what i cant have
its more like.. i want it. im gonna get it. i love a challenge.
i thought it made sense. i made some mistakes.. and now its kicking me in the ass. i did some good, and im getting rewarded.
isnt that better than thinking youre perfect and that bad things happen to good people for no reason?
OR is it that by me thinking its karma, im blaming it on reasons outside myself and that its just because i did bad before. meaning, that i didnt do anything wrong, its just the way life works. so basically im saying that its not my fault, its just karma, because something else was my fault in the past.
i went to a ksa girl bonding event tonight. we ate, drank, wateched hours of sex and the city, waxed, manicured. everyone had pretty pink nails with flowers and such. i made mine black. awesome. tomorrow at 6:01 pm, im gonna be happy. ill know that me week is over. i have no classes on thursday and friday its just lectures. fantastic. and... ive decided that im gonna devote myself to school and friends. im trying to do the school thing as we speak. and for friends, i have plans to make things better.
im sticking to my karma approach.
ONLY in the sense that i accept the fact that something bad is happening, and you know what? i deserve it.
"the boy of my dreams took me home tonight, only after he kissed his girlfriend goodnight, of course."
its not that i want what i cant have
its more like.. i want it. im gonna get it. i love a challenge.