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Wow. I did not know that my absence would affect so many people. People, not even close friends, understand my need to be alone. I guess what I do is foreign to some people, but it makes perfect sense to me. Maybe I am just strange and out there. I love having some Tawanda time. At the end of the day, the only person I am going to be with is myself. I have to make sure I take care of me and most importantly love me. If more people do this, really get to know themselves then they may be happier in their lives. What I am saying is not fact, just a suggestion. It works for me and it may work for others. The best part of going home on weekends is for me to be alone in my room. The place where I spent a good part of my life at. Just being there brings back all the good memories that I had of my life, before college. I guess it is symbolic of my pre-adulthood. Sometimes, I wish that life was that simple again, but it is not. I accept that. There are a lot of things that I have come to terms with. Confronting the things that bother me, is helpful than rather try to wait it out and wonder about things that are bothering me. Does that make sense? Well, it made sense to me. I guess I'll go to bed. I will expand on this farther. I guess I still need to get my thoughts together, to express my position. Goodnight All and God Bless you in everything that you do.