Aug 12, 2005 23:17
hmm family is so awesome.
i love my brother...i can't believe he did what he did for me
::pinches self::
mom still isn't bending...
...oh well, my kid will have at least ONE grandmother who will adore her after she is here
if my mom ever makes my child feel guilty about how she came into life...or who her dad is....
i'm going to gauge out her eyes.....i just feel like she will be so cold towards Camryn--
and treat Emma and my sister's other child better than Camryn just b/c Cammy was born out of wed-lock
let's not think about it....
i pray she will come around....Camryn can't help the decisions i make
so i hope Mom never treats her as such
i hope Mom loves her as much as Emma and my new niece/nephew (to be)
well, i'm worn out for the day. lhs band performance was tonight *APPLAUSE to LHS, stiner, leigh, eddo, izzy...anyone else i forgot to mention* then we had a late ass dinner with my ENTIRE family at Randol's and we danced and over-ate....so i'm going crash until tomorrow.
peace
*throwing up the duece*