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[starlit_bliss]

i don't want nor need negativity in my life
if you can't be chilled out and laid back i don't want you around
i'm uptight enough by myself as it is....i don't need others like me
i want an uplifting and secure enviroment for my child
i don't think i will get that from my own house
especially not from my mom

so i can forget about her giving a shit
i'm madly in love with itty bitty camry
my friends are....her father's family seems to be okay with it all
but my mom is relentless in her stubborness....
i guess she is the way to me like her dad was to her when she got pregnant at 16
children learn to love from their fathers
thank god my dad is such a kick ass, loving person
he may not be happy about shit....but he will support me and help out where he can

well anyway...my last blog was scary.
i lost it yesterday.....i had my mental breakdown
i'm okay today....but i need to be home tonight
can't stay out again
i feel more stressed being away from home than i do when i'm there
b/c i have leighlers and stiner butt.

hmm gotta go get some agua..

peace out homeslices