woot woot wootness
anyway....so i got my DIPLOMA yesterday. it makes it all so real now
i'm a highschool fuckin graduate-
and i talked to chad today.
that talk went well
surprise...and for real and true i am surprised
we've both agreed maybe being together isn't a good thing
but taking care of our child together is
and he even offered to take care of me if i needed someone to help out
....doesn't that contradict us not being together?
i dunno...but like stiner said...don't expect too much
and i won't! but i will put hope into the fact that it will all work out for the best!
b/c why the hell would he offer to take care of ME if he planned on having other relationships
CONFUSED.....but i'm just glad that we are friends now
it felt so wonderful to be held by him again
it was comforting.....he just needs this time to bond with little bit before she gets here
she needs to start hearing his voice more and more
i'm at peace now
but damn....
MY MOOD SWINGS ARE HORRIBLE
right ms. london bridge? thanks for holding me back yesterday
i wanted to beat down some thugs and their sound system
ha
fuckers
i feel so much better
i feel like a HUGE burden has been lifted and i can BREATHE again
well now i have to go look into all kind of government shit
peace out
and remember
spread love not hate and pain
i'm a highschool fuckin graduate-
and i talked to chad today.
that talk went well
surprise...and for real and true i am surprised
we've both agreed maybe being together isn't a good thing
but taking care of our child together is
and he even offered to take care of me if i needed someone to help out
....doesn't that contradict us not being together?
i dunno...but like stiner said...don't expect too much
and i won't! but i will put hope into the fact that it will all work out for the best!
b/c why the hell would he offer to take care of ME if he planned on having other relationships
CONFUSED.....but i'm just glad that we are friends now
it felt so wonderful to be held by him again
it was comforting.....he just needs this time to bond with little bit before she gets here
she needs to start hearing his voice more and more
i'm at peace now
but damn....
MY MOOD SWINGS ARE HORRIBLE
right ms. london bridge? thanks for holding me back yesterday
i wanted to beat down some thugs and their sound system
ha
fuckers
i feel so much better
i feel like a HUGE burden has been lifted and i can BREATHE again
well now i have to go look into all kind of government shit
peace out
and remember
spread love not hate and pain