Jan 11, 2004 04:47
Well I didnt do much tonight Cause im in some severe pain.I cant wait for this all to just go away like it was a bad dream.I stayed home watched some tv was lazy till about 1 am when lydia and katie come over.Then i was ready to go out and just do something.So me and katie went to eat at dennys..Not much but hey it got me outta the house for awhile..I am feeling so lost and torn as in which direction my life is going.One day I think i got it all figured out then BAM something happens and its back to where i started.I dont know someone really has it out for me.I am just glad i have my katie and lydia here with me to relieve some of this stress..Its sometimes good to read these post and think well at least im not the only one that has stress.Anyways this pain is becoming unbarable it was just my ribs now its my ribs arms neck everything hurts since the wreck yesterday I dont know what im gonna do about my car..hell I give up I dont know anything anymore...Mark thank you for putting up with my moans and groans lately and helping me out with my pain....and katie thanks for like EVERYTHING...Lydia U are my sunshine ...I love u guys and u know that....MUAH