a good night gone bad
Hmm where do i begin....last night I had a great time UNTIL i had to deal with DUMB fucking PEOPLE ...god im over the whole fucking drama thing..I don't know what it takes to get people to realize how stupid some things are and how some peoples actions can be REALLY DUMB....I feel like i made a complete ASS of myself last night...On christmas of all days i ran into my ex and he had me crying in the middle of :08..Dont people know when someones drunk is not the time to have a heart to heart conversation..???I mean EVERYONE uses alcohol like its some sort of WAY OUT...IM sorry heres what i say I was DUMB LAST NIGHt i GOT DRUNK made an ass outta myself it wasnt the alcohol IM JUST DUMB!!!!!!!!!!
how about that people...I know some are reading this going god heathers an ass...WEll I mean every time u talk to someone its well i was drunk and if i hadnt been drunk it wouldnt have happened. I know what happened to me last night would have happened weather i was drunk or sober....I just accept the fact that i cant blame it on the alcohol...I dont mean to sound rude im just tired of everyone blaming everyone or something else..its time for everyone to just accept the fact that sometimes we do DUMB things and we cant always say well if i hadnt been drunk ..just say damn I Messed up big fucking deal...i would respect that more..I am one that beleives when U are drinking or are DRUNK that u do things u just dont have the balls to do when ur sober not something u would NEVER do sober...alcohol lets the truth come out...some may not see things this way but this is my opinion..ok god i am rambling ...and i dont even really want to talk about how i shamed myself last night and let someone get to me like that...4 years later and bad habits are still around..anyways i love u all MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
how about that people...I know some are reading this going god heathers an ass...WEll I mean every time u talk to someone its well i was drunk and if i hadnt been drunk it wouldnt have happened. I know what happened to me last night would have happened weather i was drunk or sober....I just accept the fact that i cant blame it on the alcohol...I dont mean to sound rude im just tired of everyone blaming everyone or something else..its time for everyone to just accept the fact that sometimes we do DUMB things and we cant always say well if i hadnt been drunk ..just say damn I Messed up big fucking deal...i would respect that more..I am one that beleives when U are drinking or are DRUNK that u do things u just dont have the balls to do when ur sober not something u would NEVER do sober...alcohol lets the truth come out...some may not see things this way but this is my opinion..ok god i am rambling ...and i dont even really want to talk about how i shamed myself last night and let someone get to me like that...4 years later and bad habits are still around..anyways i love u all MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH