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Well today is like any other I suppose.I am bored still without job,car,life ect...If the insurance company doesnt get off there ass I am gonna go crazy.I am going to :08 secs tonight with my longtime friend Kelly i havent seen him in forever I am so happy.But it should be fun at any rate.I am so tired of life in general.i am done stressing shit I have no control over.I feel as though i am so bitter towards all types of subject's that relates to life.I have my reasons thouugh.So U live and u learn and sometimes u forgive and forget But there is sometimes that U know what to do is right and u cant forget.So I am not a forgiving person anymore.I am tired of forgiving and it coming back on me just like i knew it would to begin with.blah I know some dont know what i am talking about.BUt ya know for the most part some do.SOmeone reading this right now and saying YOU GO GIRL and someone is reading this goinig I HATE YOU! Well I dont think HAte but something not nice im sure.I will eventually wise up and do whats best for me.ONE DAY! just dont quite know whats best for me anymore.I say I want to stay single then i have those days where i want someone there.GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNNOT CHANGE!!well thats enough rambling for now laters