145 calories so far, but I keep typing 'fat' instead of far. Ha.
I feel so fat and disgusting right now. Yuck. The one thing I have always had was a great, lean, thin stomach, and now even that is gone. I HAVE to keep fighting for this, I have to have to have to have to. It's so worth it in the end.
And this hot tea that I made, I don't know what fruit flavor it is, but it's really disgusting. *yuck* going to dump it out now. I should be happy because I only ate 145 calories so far today, but instead I just feel like I need to work harder. I WILL reach my goal for this Saturday, if it kills me, and ever other goal I set for after.
By October I will have my lean, thin body back and I will be beautiful again... and I can't wait to actually look forward to dressing up, pulling on a cute pair of jeans and boots and knowing that I can rock them!!! New clothes are such great rewards for weight loss!
I also can't wait to go shopping where my 'size' is too big and I have to go back to the rack for the next size down! :o)
Okay okay okay, need to get going!!!!
And this hot tea that I made, I don't know what fruit flavor it is, but it's really disgusting. *yuck* going to dump it out now. I should be happy because I only ate 145 calories so far today, but instead I just feel like I need to work harder. I WILL reach my goal for this Saturday, if it kills me, and ever other goal I set for after.
By October I will have my lean, thin body back and I will be beautiful again... and I can't wait to actually look forward to dressing up, pulling on a cute pair of jeans and boots and knowing that I can rock them!!! New clothes are such great rewards for weight loss!
I also can't wait to go shopping where my 'size' is too big and I have to go back to the rack for the next size down! :o)
Okay okay okay, need to get going!!!!