So fat

Jul 25, 2009 14:43

I am so fat, so disgusting.

It feels like this will never change, that I will always be trapped.

I want to be thin again-- to sit on a horse in my show clothes and feel good there.  To feel good about pulling on a pair of jeans or about getting dressed up.

I have to be thin again.

I can't keep living like this.

Some thing has got to give.

I am so so fat.

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