bring on the birthdays
so dear linkin's birthday is coming up...i'm trying to put his mix together early so he might actually..y'know...get it...and listen to it....like, before next week. i don't expect to see him after tomorrow--he'll party till he's half dead, i'm sure of it. *sighs*
mom's birthday is right after, and i've got nothing for her either--maybe another mix?
mixes make me depressed...they make me think too much of what the songs are saying, because that's how i put them together.
...i'm alive when you're touching me, alive when you're shoving me down...
going to see rhianne again tomorrow morning....i think we'll hit on the link and jay issues. i could use a pointer or two (or three or four) on that one. because meh. there's too much sex in my life that's tangled up in way too much insecurity and emotional instability (and this is just the guys we're talking about here, not even touching on my share of the issues). not that it's taken too seriously--just the opposite, it's given no weight at all. . . . . but at the same time, i'm not getting half as much sex out of the deal as you'd expect. = /
hey. if i'm gonna get strung along, i'd at least like to get laid on a fairly regular basis. who needs emotional attachment when you can get reliable orgasms? *eye roll*
She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does she make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?...
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mom's birthday is right after, and i've got nothing for her either--maybe another mix?
mixes make me depressed...they make me think too much of what the songs are saying, because that's how i put them together.
...i'm alive when you're touching me, alive when you're shoving me down...
going to see rhianne again tomorrow morning....i think we'll hit on the link and jay issues. i could use a pointer or two (or three or four) on that one. because meh. there's too much sex in my life that's tangled up in way too much insecurity and emotional instability (and this is just the guys we're talking about here, not even touching on my share of the issues). not that it's taken too seriously--just the opposite, it's given no weight at all. . . . . but at the same time, i'm not getting half as much sex out of the deal as you'd expect. = /
hey. if i'm gonna get strung along, i'd at least like to get laid on a fairly regular basis. who needs emotional attachment when you can get reliable orgasms? *eye roll*
She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does she make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?...
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