Jan 22, 2007 03:01
hello long lost journal...
lately I've realized that I'm a 25 yr old with the health of a 45 yr old... It's no news that I have Diabetes, which is well under control with major diet change and 6 pills a day, now my dr. wants me to tackle my high cholesterol. Pills are not very cheap even with my pretty decent medical insurance. I've already started
Since I left California my mom has given me a lot of grief telling me I should come home and stuff... which is not really possible since I don't know where my life would fit in back in California. The one time I've been back was fun, like spring break fun(only I never did the spring break thing), but not something I could/would do with my family around.
Speaking of the family they're great. The boys are going like weeds. It's crazy that one day out of nowhere they can hold conversations and say crazy things. I really love the chance to be a father/dad... which I've always considered to be 2 different things. I grew up with a halfassed version of 1...
I wont promise too much... but I'm going to try to post here again.