finally, a happy fucking entry
I gotta say it, cause I want to scream it:
NIC IS SUCH A FUCKING FANTASTIC KISSER
I COULD KISS HIM FOR HOURS
AND OH WAIT
I TOTALLY DID
oh man oh man
And not just that.
Like, we're totally on the same fucking page.
I don't even want to have sex with him.
I just want to make out with him.
It wasn't even the kind of making out with heavy petting.
Just kissing.
Pure kissing.
AND IT WAS OUT OF THIS FUCKING WORLD
GRAND SLAM OUT OF THE FUCKING PARK
INCREDIBLE AMAZING
AND MY GOD
HE IS SO FUCKING HOT
THE HOTTEST GUY I HAVE EVER KISSED
AND SUCH A FUCKING GOOD KISSER
JESUS CHRIST
Him being so hot isn't even the best thing about him, not even close.
He's a die hard romantic.
And a nerd.
And a fucking GENTLEMAN.
MY GOD.
CHIVALRY IS LIKE HIS MIDDLE FUCKING NAME.
THERE WITH THE CAPS AGAIN.
I'M JUST SO HAPPY!
Here is the BEST part about all of this.
I was happy before we ever even kissed.
I was on top of the world because my life is so amazing
and I have been having the best time.
I didn't kiss him to make anything better.
Life already rocked.
He is the sweetest icing on this tasty cake of life.
Something changed this weekend.
I still know in my heart that Evan is the one.
But we are SO far away from that
and I'm starting to accept it and be okay with it.
Cause I don't need that boy right now.
I need to take things EXTREMELY slowly with Nic.
Like
I don't want to go ANY further with him at all.
Not even touching wise.
I want to wait.
I WANT
to wait.
So badly.
Sex complicates everything, and I am at a celibate state in my life.
SO IS HE.
Also he's Pagan, an ex-cutter, and extremely spiritual--
and
SO FUCKING SEXY
GOD
SERIOUSLY YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND
and the way his lips melt into mine
WOW.
JUST FUCKING WOW.
I could kiss him for fucking days.
I just laid in his lap for hours outside
underneath a blanket
we would talk
and kiss
and then talk more
and then he'd look so cute with his fucking dimples that I'd just attack him
so much passion
and I was right there mentally
nowhere else
just right there.
there was just him and me.
Okay I could gush forever.
One more time.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
SUCH A GOOD KISSER
CAN'T WAIT TO KISS THAT BOY AGAIN
NIC IS SUCH A FUCKING FANTASTIC KISSER
I COULD KISS HIM FOR HOURS
AND OH WAIT
I TOTALLY DID
oh man oh man
And not just that.
Like, we're totally on the same fucking page.
I don't even want to have sex with him.
I just want to make out with him.
It wasn't even the kind of making out with heavy petting.
Just kissing.
Pure kissing.
AND IT WAS OUT OF THIS FUCKING WORLD
GRAND SLAM OUT OF THE FUCKING PARK
INCREDIBLE AMAZING
AND MY GOD
HE IS SO FUCKING HOT
THE HOTTEST GUY I HAVE EVER KISSED
AND SUCH A FUCKING GOOD KISSER
JESUS CHRIST
Him being so hot isn't even the best thing about him, not even close.
He's a die hard romantic.
And a nerd.
And a fucking GENTLEMAN.
MY GOD.
CHIVALRY IS LIKE HIS MIDDLE FUCKING NAME.
THERE WITH THE CAPS AGAIN.
I'M JUST SO HAPPY!
Here is the BEST part about all of this.
I was happy before we ever even kissed.
I was on top of the world because my life is so amazing
and I have been having the best time.
I didn't kiss him to make anything better.
Life already rocked.
He is the sweetest icing on this tasty cake of life.
Something changed this weekend.
I still know in my heart that Evan is the one.
But we are SO far away from that
and I'm starting to accept it and be okay with it.
Cause I don't need that boy right now.
I need to take things EXTREMELY slowly with Nic.
Like
I don't want to go ANY further with him at all.
Not even touching wise.
I want to wait.
I WANT
to wait.
So badly.
Sex complicates everything, and I am at a celibate state in my life.
SO IS HE.
Also he's Pagan, an ex-cutter, and extremely spiritual--
and
SO FUCKING SEXY
GOD
SERIOUSLY YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND
and the way his lips melt into mine
WOW.
JUST FUCKING WOW.
I could kiss him for fucking days.
I just laid in his lap for hours outside
underneath a blanket
we would talk
and kiss
and then talk more
and then he'd look so cute with his fucking dimples that I'd just attack him
so much passion
and I was right there mentally
nowhere else
just right there.
there was just him and me.
Okay I could gush forever.
One more time.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
SUCH A GOOD KISSER
CAN'T WAIT TO KISS THAT BOY AGAIN