Feb 28, 2009 20:27
Today is the anniversary of my LJ! Hooray!
This is also the last podcast of WARP anime podcast. How sad! But I understand completely. I felt burn out but I didn't do anything I liked. I was depressed over things since Mom's death. I thought about ending, but I don't wanna. I still want to spread happy anime love (what the reagan strongblood!) and have fun. I have to admit, I also want to be known. I know I wont be famous or anything nor will I be Otaqueen. I wont be a writer for a mag or a con personality.
Hmmm. Maybe it's because in my life I'm thought as a lowly ugly girl. EMO ALERT! Nah, I got laughed at for no reason today by some black people. I wasn't wearing my goth loli or punk. Just a tee and pants since I was going to help move things. Maybe it's because I'm shitty looking or my BF who is not black. I was sad about it for awhile.
I wore my GL skirts and punk stuff last night. I should put it on the Fruits comm.