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My name is Victoria Gadson and I am 253 pounds. I am a fat bastard fangirl.
I need to change. I'm don't want to finally go to a college and be the fat girl. I want to wear cute clothes and not have to get custom made lolita dresses. I want to not fear wearing shorts and capris. I feel really depressed recently. Mostly having to do with Mom and the rest is my looks. I'm tired of my big boobs and stomach. I hate my wide feet. I hate my hair even. Really. I think I'm going to get it cut really short and dyed purple. I'll just wear normal wigs to work.
I need to change. I'm don't want to finally go to a college and be the fat girl. I want to wear cute clothes and not have to get custom made lolita dresses. I want to not fear wearing shorts and capris. I feel really depressed recently. Mostly having to do with Mom and the rest is my looks. I'm tired of my big boobs and stomach. I hate my wide feet. I hate my hair even. Really. I think I'm going to get it cut really short and dyed purple. I'll just wear normal wigs to work.