change your path
so you get to that time of day/month/year when you look back and see how far you have come since you last looked back. lately i have been looking back a lot and it is helping me to decide which way i want to go forward. does that make sense?
so i have told my university that i'm def not going back i was only supposed to be on a gap year well gap 2 yers but after doind yas i have found that i don't wanna do chemistry and phsyics anymore.
THe motivation i have for it is well none now and i see the motivation and drive i have to learn a dance or a script, the intrinsic need to actually do and compelte these tasks, I have this same intrinsic feelings towards psychology now, I want to learn abtou it I have bought books on it i'm researching it and I really want to do it. I never had that with science i just kept going to classes and lectures battling with myself to get my assignments done. And i don't need to do that now, its such a relief.
I feel so lucky to have found what i really want to do and if it wasn't for yas i wouldn't have that discovery under my belt.
SO soetimes you have to take a step back form your life, jump onto doing something totally different and see how it makes you feel. Try a different path, take a totally new turning and open up a new chapter. Yes its scary yes its challenging, but it makes life all that more interesting.
so i have told my university that i'm def not going back i was only supposed to be on a gap year well gap 2 yers but after doind yas i have found that i don't wanna do chemistry and phsyics anymore.
THe motivation i have for it is well none now and i see the motivation and drive i have to learn a dance or a script, the intrinsic need to actually do and compelte these tasks, I have this same intrinsic feelings towards psychology now, I want to learn abtou it I have bought books on it i'm researching it and I really want to do it. I never had that with science i just kept going to classes and lectures battling with myself to get my assignments done. And i don't need to do that now, its such a relief.
I feel so lucky to have found what i really want to do and if it wasn't for yas i wouldn't have that discovery under my belt.
SO soetimes you have to take a step back form your life, jump onto doing something totally different and see how it makes you feel. Try a different path, take a totally new turning and open up a new chapter. Yes its scary yes its challenging, but it makes life all that more interesting.