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Selfishness and selflessness are(have) becoming(e) one and the same.
Bastard that I am, I won't reach out on my own anymore...or maybe I can't, maybe I never fucking could. It shows. You expose it all, but then why? Because most others don't see it? Only us?...I don't know. I'm giving up, surrendering, and fighting at the same time...So tired...so very, very tired...and I don't see the way to change it if there is one.
Bastard that I am, I won't reach out on my own anymore...or maybe I can't, maybe I never fucking could. It shows. You expose it all, but then why? Because most others don't see it? Only us?...I don't know. I'm giving up, surrendering, and fighting at the same time...So tired...so very, very tired...and I don't see the way to change it if there is one.