zOMG! HE LIVES!!
Okay, this is weird. And.. awkward. I had this journal abandoned and then deleted for a long time. But I decided to bring it back. Why? Well, not because I plan on posting to it much. I have two other journals I've used. One current, and another defunct one like this. The current one seems to be a keeper. Sorry I may not have made all of you aware of that, but frankly.. if I didn't, it was either because you missed the memo, or I didn't trust you back then.
I'm not sure why I'm making this post, exactly. I left this journal behind because I was tired of being in the spotlight and getting attention, whether it was good or bad. I fell in the popular crowd for a bit, discovered how lame it was, and then dropped out. Now they hate me. Oh well, their loss. Poo poo to you. :P
Anyway, I did lots of friend list pruning. If I haven't spoken to you in a long time, you came off, even if you still had me on yours. The only people who stayed are people who I'm still close friends with, with the exception of one person I just started talking to again recently in a game.
Here's the deal: I don't plan on posting to this journal. Who knows, I might change my mind or something. But I doubt it. Right now, I have a little private journal with teeny-tiny friends list. I'm not popular and I have no intention of being that way, even though people keep trying to put me on pedestals of various sorts in various places. And public entries only means having to live a lie as to avoid drama whores, and that just sucks. I won't go that route, no. I'm above that.
So, basically, if you are reading this and aren't on my current journal, you have a choice: Either ignore this and/or defriend me, or comment with.. whatever. I dunno. "Hello," "Where the fuck have you been?" "OMG ADD ME 2 NEW 1!!" blah blah, etc, etc. If you ask to be on the new journal, I might think about it. Maybe. Depends on who you are and if I trust you. Comments will be screened. No bullshit.
Point is, some of me has changed. Some hasn't. Some is noticable, some isn't. But unlike some people out there, I'm taking steps to improve my life. If I have to come back and revisit some old demons just to kick their ass, so be it (this is strictly metaphorical in reference to my own mind). But while I might be reclusive, I'm not going to hide anymore.
But here's one thing: All you get is me. You don't like who I am or something about me? Fuck you. You either deal with it and learn to like it or you go away. Period. End of story. I am who I am. I change for no one. And if you don't like that, then asses to you. I don't have time to waste on fair-weather friends. I have more important things to worry about.. like me.
If you can deal with that, yay. If not, go home. It's simple and easy. Not very difficult at all.
So there you go. w00t and stuff.
I'm not sure why I'm making this post, exactly. I left this journal behind because I was tired of being in the spotlight and getting attention, whether it was good or bad. I fell in the popular crowd for a bit, discovered how lame it was, and then dropped out. Now they hate me. Oh well, their loss. Poo poo to you. :P
Anyway, I did lots of friend list pruning. If I haven't spoken to you in a long time, you came off, even if you still had me on yours. The only people who stayed are people who I'm still close friends with, with the exception of one person I just started talking to again recently in a game.
Here's the deal: I don't plan on posting to this journal. Who knows, I might change my mind or something. But I doubt it. Right now, I have a little private journal with teeny-tiny friends list. I'm not popular and I have no intention of being that way, even though people keep trying to put me on pedestals of various sorts in various places. And public entries only means having to live a lie as to avoid drama whores, and that just sucks. I won't go that route, no. I'm above that.
So, basically, if you are reading this and aren't on my current journal, you have a choice: Either ignore this and/or defriend me, or comment with.. whatever. I dunno. "Hello," "Where the fuck have you been?" "OMG ADD ME 2 NEW 1!!" blah blah, etc, etc. If you ask to be on the new journal, I might think about it. Maybe. Depends on who you are and if I trust you. Comments will be screened. No bullshit.
Point is, some of me has changed. Some hasn't. Some is noticable, some isn't. But unlike some people out there, I'm taking steps to improve my life. If I have to come back and revisit some old demons just to kick their ass, so be it (this is strictly metaphorical in reference to my own mind). But while I might be reclusive, I'm not going to hide anymore.
But here's one thing: All you get is me. You don't like who I am or something about me? Fuck you. You either deal with it and learn to like it or you go away. Period. End of story. I am who I am. I change for no one. And if you don't like that, then asses to you. I don't have time to waste on fair-weather friends. I have more important things to worry about.. like me.
If you can deal with that, yay. If not, go home. It's simple and easy. Not very difficult at all.
So there you go. w00t and stuff.