love.
i've been gone, gone for way too long. but i am back for good, and i bought a paid account too. :)
"Do what you love and you will find someone who loves the same thing. Don't look for love, beg for love or suffer for love. Just live."
The reason why I love that quote so much is because I lived it.
I've destroyed myself in the name of love, or what I thought was love. I browse through my old poetry or the pages of my journal with its fast scribbles, and I can't remember the person who was in her teenage girl agony, begging, suffering for love that was killing me. I've seen my mother in three marriages, I've seen friends my age divorced before their 22nd birthday. I have a cynical and cautious view of love but life has taught me I should.