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shouldnt i feel better now that im home?? well i dont. i feel way worse. and left out cause i feel like ive missed so much. even though im being assured that i havent, im pretty sure i did. its the worst feeling ever. ughh theres some people that never find that confidence in themselves and i feel like im at that point where i never will, but i know i can, i just have to make some changes. of course there are those things you just cant change. i feel sick.