Help if you wish to !
IF YOU DON'T LIKE HELPING PEOPLE DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE DRAMA DON'T READ AND IF YOU DON'T WANT TO MAYBE BE AFFECTED BADLY BY THIS BEFORE CHRISTMAS THEN DON'T READ I JUST WANT TO HAVE SOME IDEA OF WHAT I SHOULD DO WHEN THE NEW YEAR COMES AROUND
Oh I have another quiry to all of you who are my friends that I know and love. Should I hang out with Ryan or should I not. I don't know what to do at the moment I'm a little confused as to what to do I know I don't want to know him anymore but I don't know how to tell him this because everytime I talk to him he makes me change my mind or i just can't be bothered talking about it so I go back on my word. I honestly want to know if i should just say something or if maybe I should just get someone else to do it or if I should just forgice him because what he did to me was in the past and i'm just holding on to it so that I don't have to see he has changed. *which he stays he has* But i don't see it he still seems like the same stubborn won't listen to me guy.Whats more should I let him see his cat which means him at my house or do I just stick to telling him he is not welcome at my house. I don't actually know what to do I know you are supposed to sort out your own problems but I think have tried sorting this one out as best as possible.
Or maybe I actually have sorted this out worse by talking to him but there is a strong part of me that wants to let him knowhe doesn't contorl me and that I do not need him nor do I ever want him and that I just can't be friends with him if he still has feelings for me but I mean is that just causing trouble I don't know i'm in a pickle and this is the first time I have come to such a big audience of people but I think it's because I value a lot of what all of you say and you all have different opinions that I need to here before I make up my own mind on the situation at hand.
James has suggested i don't see him and that if i do it's with close friends who would stop ryan from being a prick to me but I don't know...He also said if the cat is so important to ryan that i could bring him around to see the cat when james was back so he could be there one to give ryan clarification that i have moved on and two to stop ryan from hurting me once again. Which again he effects my life. And if I can get rid of one thing this year I want to get rid of the other pain. Although you know i find it hard to hurt people a part of me is sick of being hurt by him and I really do just want to start the new year with the great relationship and hopefully a place in university I want to start fresh and remove any chance of the past hurting me
HELP HELP HELP SUGGESTION TIME FOR YOU NOW.
IF THIS WAS WAY TO DEEP FOR YOU AND YOU DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL I'M SORRY I HAVE CONFUSED YOU OR UPSET UP.
MERRY XMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD DAY AND GOOD NIGHT
Oh I have another quiry to all of you who are my friends that I know and love. Should I hang out with Ryan or should I not. I don't know what to do at the moment I'm a little confused as to what to do I know I don't want to know him anymore but I don't know how to tell him this because everytime I talk to him he makes me change my mind or i just can't be bothered talking about it so I go back on my word. I honestly want to know if i should just say something or if maybe I should just get someone else to do it or if I should just forgice him because what he did to me was in the past and i'm just holding on to it so that I don't have to see he has changed. *which he stays he has* But i don't see it he still seems like the same stubborn won't listen to me guy.Whats more should I let him see his cat which means him at my house or do I just stick to telling him he is not welcome at my house. I don't actually know what to do I know you are supposed to sort out your own problems but I think have tried sorting this one out as best as possible.
Or maybe I actually have sorted this out worse by talking to him but there is a strong part of me that wants to let him knowhe doesn't contorl me and that I do not need him nor do I ever want him and that I just can't be friends with him if he still has feelings for me but I mean is that just causing trouble I don't know i'm in a pickle and this is the first time I have come to such a big audience of people but I think it's because I value a lot of what all of you say and you all have different opinions that I need to here before I make up my own mind on the situation at hand.
James has suggested i don't see him and that if i do it's with close friends who would stop ryan from being a prick to me but I don't know...He also said if the cat is so important to ryan that i could bring him around to see the cat when james was back so he could be there one to give ryan clarification that i have moved on and two to stop ryan from hurting me once again. Which again he effects my life. And if I can get rid of one thing this year I want to get rid of the other pain. Although you know i find it hard to hurt people a part of me is sick of being hurt by him and I really do just want to start the new year with the great relationship and hopefully a place in university I want to start fresh and remove any chance of the past hurting me
HELP HELP HELP SUGGESTION TIME FOR YOU NOW.
IF THIS WAS WAY TO DEEP FOR YOU AND YOU DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL I'M SORRY I HAVE CONFUSED YOU OR UPSET UP.
MERRY XMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD DAY AND GOOD NIGHT