I love you Grandma<3

[starlightflower]

Today at 5 a.m. my dad received a call from Vietnam. My grandma passed away. I don' think I can go to the funeral. I don't have my passport, I got it renewed but it is going to take 10 more weeks. I cried a little this morning. I really miss her and my grandfather. I couldn't make it his funeral either. I just wish I could go see one of them. It has been about 5 to 6 years since the last time I saw them. Now they are gone and I will never get to see them. I wish I could see them for one last time even if it is at the funeral. I miss all my family there, I never see or talk to them. It hurts to be so distant with family. I think about all of them. I guess I just have bad luck.... Everything bad happens of Sunday....I always hated Sundays, ever since I was really little...

Love you grandma and grandpa, I hope you two are happy in heaven together. It has been almost a year since you two had been separated. I love you both. <3

I guess I will find out later if there is any way for me to travel without a passport...