...life sucking.
it really does right now!
pretty much things with my parents will never be the same. well, thats saying a lot.
They kicked me out of the house. i am sitting on their computer right now, though. i have just been packing up all of my shit. it is really hard to do, because i have to decide what will and wont go in boxes. purging is an intresting process though. i find myself having inner arguments about it. i was born indecisive.
I feel really really lucky to have friends that care about me though. i am able to stay with my best friend until i find a place, and i can't believe his generosity.
everyone is having a shit life right now, and i know that this whole situation sucks, but i just have to see this as a hump. its really tough moving out for the first time, especially without a place of my own to move into. but i feel that when i am all settled and paying real rent and living comfortably in my own space i will feel really good.
change happens real quick i have come to realize. i guess i am just flying by the seat of my pants, so to say. who knows what the hell will happen.
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