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So, i am taking a little time out of the day to process the past few weeks in my head. Let me just start with the fact that these have not been the most desireable past few weeks. But, hey, lets try and stay positive this time around. Not really having a "good time" in school. But, what can ya do. School is school. i just wish i was taking a hands-on art class. I have practically completely cut my own art out of my life. it makes me sad, because... where is that skill going to going to go? i need some draw time. I feel like i am doing very unimportant things with my life right now, and i want that to change. unfortunatley, i might have to wait a little while at least before i can do that.
I feel like i am just learning how to ride a bike, but nobody is telling me about training wheels. I guess, whatever that means. "Chicken in a biskit"crackers are pretty good. but i need to try not to eat the whole box, otherwise i might consider myself one of those people who eats their feelings. But that in no way would mean that i am a chicken in a biskit. sigh.
I am acctually still being pretty frustrated with stuff right now. It's like...... how long to i have to be patient and wait for things to get happy again? I mean, i am not really THAT depressed, but, c'mon. Nothing good is going on. It is like... something is absent from my life. I feel my friendships diminishing, and i have little free time on my hands. Maybe ill meet someone nice. ill make it a goal... ill try and make a brand new friend in the next......3 weeks. not too hard. hopefully.
so, just to warn you all, my brithday is april 14th.
I feel like i am just learning how to ride a bike, but nobody is telling me about training wheels. I guess, whatever that means. "Chicken in a biskit"crackers are pretty good. but i need to try not to eat the whole box, otherwise i might consider myself one of those people who eats their feelings. But that in no way would mean that i am a chicken in a biskit. sigh.
I am acctually still being pretty frustrated with stuff right now. It's like...... how long to i have to be patient and wait for things to get happy again? I mean, i am not really THAT depressed, but, c'mon. Nothing good is going on. It is like... something is absent from my life. I feel my friendships diminishing, and i have little free time on my hands. Maybe ill meet someone nice. ill make it a goal... ill try and make a brand new friend in the next......3 weeks. not too hard. hopefully.
so, just to warn you all, my brithday is april 14th.