Aug 21, 2006 15:59
Today, my mother and i both compared our lives and how shitty they have been latley. my mother, shes 51, she just went through a minor cancer incident, she foundout she needs a rout canal, her father died, our dog is dying, she is having major back nerve problems, blah blah, the list goes on. its hard to deal with all of these things at once, ya know? my problems are alot less severe, but shit, why does it all have to happen at the same time?! like, im not struggling through life enough as it is? i need more things to worry and think about? i just am waiting for things to hit the bottom and, then, they can only go up from there i guess....? okay, maybe not the bottom, but, this has been a pretty bad past few weeks for me. i get support from my friends, but NOW when all this is happening to me, they all are going to be gone. i mean, friends wil always be a phone call away, but they physical part of spending time with friends is what really gets me through. and i wont have that. at least not from many people. herpenis is ard to find. and happiness.