I <3 Lemmy.
I've had a really good day today. I'm really happy. I've been so down for the past month or something and today...well last night actually...I got absolutely sick of it and I decided to totally kick it's ass and improve myself and my life. Here's my thinking...
My absolute, number one priority in life is Brycey. I love him more than anything - more than myself or any member of my family and I felt like 'well, why should he stay with me? what am I offering him?'. Fuck all is the answer. If I'm expecting him to move out here and live with me and sacrifice all these things in his life and work really hard to do so then I need to do something in return so what I did...since academically I was up shit creak without a paddle I emailed Murdoch uni. I explained my situation to them and - miraculously they have this course that's for people who fucked up and now can't get into uni. It last's for a semester - 12 weeks, starting in February, 3 days a week. If I do it and pass I get offered a place at my course in Murdoch. How great is that? So applications for it open 23rd November so I'm going to apply...I'll work up until Feb and then start this and just reduce my hours. I'm SO fucking happy and excited I can't even get over it...I just want everything to be so good and easy for us from now on. Life's been hard enough on both of us for the past couple of years and we need a fucking break. I've now realised that no one else in this world gives a shit about what I want and no one is going to come to my door offering it all on a silver platter. I have to go find it. So I have :D
Name something that made you frown today?
This new program being advertised on TV about abos.
What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Watching a documentary...it was rly sad.
What is something you will never forget?
Em, the first time I met Brycey.
What was the last thing you said aloud?
I did the little 'out come the wolves' bit from junkie man.
How many different things did you drink today?
Water, coke, tea.
What was the last thing you bought?
Eh, 2 jagerbombs.
What color is your room?
"Princess bling". Shiny white.
Do you laugh a lot?
Yes! LOL! See!
Do you have plans tomorrow?
Hmm...No.
Are you ticklish?
Yes.
Who's the first person on your received calls list?
Mum.
What's the 5th text in your inbox?
"Ash damo just found your wii fit game at his house x" From Lucie.
Do you chew on straws?
Yeah, sometimes.
What is the next concert you're going to?
Billy Joel I think.
What's the biggest disappointment to you lately?
Hmm...I don't know...oh yeah actually I do but I'm not telling.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking to Brycey.
Is success in your future?
Hopefully!
Do you have a nickname?
Ash & Shleigh mostly.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
Yeah sometimes.
When was the last time you said "I love you" to a parent?
.....I don't think ever. I maybe said it to my dad...yeah wait, I said it to my dad last August.
Was today a good day?
Yeah :D good day
What are you listening to?
Muse.
Are you upset about life right now?
No.
Who was the last person you hugged?
Laura.
How do you like to spend the holidays?
With family eating, playing games, being stupid.
How do you feel about Valentine's day?
It's nice to get something but I could live without it.
How is your hair?
Quite alright just now.
Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Em...no.
Where do you keep your money?
In my bra.
What was the weather like on your b-day?
I was in Bali so it was roastin.
Would you make out with anyone on your top 8?
Yessssss.
What instant messaging system do you use?
Msn & Skype.
Do you own a stereo that costs more than 100 dollars?
No.
Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
Yep.
Do you miss someone?
Always.
Last person to sleep in a bed with you?
Brycey.
How are you feeling?
Relaxed..
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Dunno...damo?
If you were to be lit on fire would you jump in the ocean?
No...because it's like a ten minute drive down marmion to the ocean...would be quicker to jump into my pool, right?
How do you look right now?
Sleepy.
Which is better: sunrise or sunset?
Sunset.
Whats the closest thing to you that is blue?
My catalog.
What movie do you really want to see?
I wanna watch the bucket list again...starts october 8th on foxtel!
Who was the last friend you were chillin' with?
Lucy, Damo, Laura etc...
Last song you danced in the car to?
Me love.
What woke you up this morning?
Em, dog.
What is the last movie that you watched?
Americas sweethearts.
Have you ever broken someones heart?
Nah.
Honestly do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
No.
Who's in the room with you?
No one.
What is your favorite candy?
Chocolate!
What was your childhood nickname?
Shleigh was...kind of childhood..
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
August.
Who did you last lend money to, for what?
My mum..because I always do.
Does anyone call you baby?
Yeah.
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Nope.
Who was last to cook for you?
No idea...maybe my dad. Aww haha sad.
Does your opinion of people change if you find out they use drugs?
No, not really.
What's something that can always make you feel better?
Stupid face if I'm sad, coco pops if I'm legitimately sick.
Where is your biological father right now?
Telfer.
Are you sarcastic?
Yeah sometimes.
If you had to eliminate a single type of animal forevermore, which would you?
Rats.
Are you taller than your friends?
Nah, about the same height as my friends.
When is the last time you went to the mall?
Saturday.
How long was your last phone call?
12 minutes.
Have you ever received a love letter?
Yes.
Which TVs show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
Arrested Development, I'm Alan Partridge, The Office, The Young Ones, Keeping Up Appearances, Fawlty Towers, Friends, Super Sweet 16, Everybody Loves Raymond, Cracker, Nip/Tuck...wow that's quite a lot..
Could you cry right now?
No.
Have you had alcohol this past week?
Yes.
Is there anything silver near you?
Em Brycey's aftershave bottle.
What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
Talking to Brycey probably.
Do you wear contacts?
No.
Song playing right now?
Everyone Nose.
Where were you Saturday night?
At Damo's then Dusk.
Do you wear the seat belt in the car?
Yeah, all the time.
Next vacation you're going on?
I might take Brycey on a little weekendo trip.
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
Brycey in this bed with me.