Edited 3-25-2006
I think it's all starting to catch up with me. Work. Wedding. Life in general.
I keep telling myself not to get all worked up about it, but that is really close to impossible.
To top off all the stress that I already have from work, and all the wedding issues, I got pulled over last night on the way home for "Cutting through service drive or other", Violation Code SD. So, that wouldn't have been so bad if the cock hole cop would have just given me a warning, but Heaven forbid I get a warning the first damn time I ever get pulled over. No, that would make life to easy. Not that I am complaining about life or anything, because it is very good at this point.
Work is getting really busy. On a normal day I get anywhere from 1-6 new sites to work on, but today I got 22. I am trying to keep a level head but it gets stressful at times. Oh, and to top the rest of the stress off, Amelia became client manager, haven't decided what I think about that yet. She is a good person at heart, but she makes me feel like shit when she says things about info specs like "it's not my fucking job" when the file is in HER name, complete in ours... and the number of the contact person is right there too. I think she is the only person that I have talked to that is a client manager, or even report writer for that matter that has that stance toward info. we are the backbone of the reports. I mean, without the information that we research and request, how in the hell would the reports get done?? They wouldnt. I am happy for her, but I just really hope this position doesnt go to her head. She doesnt really talk to me much anymore though, not quite sure why, but I think it is best to keep personal and work seperate. That's just me though.
on a lighter note...
I found a dress. IT IS GORGEOUS. I am really excited about this despite what mom thinks. I really am. I have this picture in my head of the way I want it all to be and everytime I think about it I get butterflies. I am so thankful for her and dad, and Angie and Chris. I dont know what I would do with out their help. I am really glad that mom decided to accept that this is my life and I love Andon with all of me and he is the person that I am going to spend the rest of my life with! It's a good feeling having someone there to support you. Thats why I love Angie so much. It's awesome having a mother-in-law that I get along with great!!!
Andon and I are going to hang out with mr matt stanley tonight. Sometimes I wish we were still room mates. And then I think about the juggernaut. That's really the biggest reason that we moved. She is a sweet old lady, I guess, but she has some crazy notions about fire, and cleanliness and food and...there is fire. haha.
My goal this next week is to GOOOSFRAABAAAA it the whole week. Go in early instead of bringing work home will help the stress level tremendously I think. I am very excited about what is to come over the next few weeks.
--april
I keep telling myself not to get all worked up about it, but that is really close to impossible.
To top off all the stress that I already have from work, and all the wedding issues, I got pulled over last night on the way home for "Cutting through service drive or other", Violation Code SD. So, that wouldn't have been so bad if the cock hole cop would have just given me a warning, but Heaven forbid I get a warning the first damn time I ever get pulled over. No, that would make life to easy. Not that I am complaining about life or anything, because it is very good at this point.
Work is getting really busy. On a normal day I get anywhere from 1-6 new sites to work on, but today I got 22. I am trying to keep a level head but it gets stressful at times. Oh, and to top the rest of the stress off, Amelia became client manager, haven't decided what I think about that yet. She is a good person at heart, but she makes me feel like shit when she says things about info specs like "it's not my fucking job" when the file is in HER name, complete in ours... and the number of the contact person is right there too. I think she is the only person that I have talked to that is a client manager, or even report writer for that matter that has that stance toward info. we are the backbone of the reports. I mean, without the information that we research and request, how in the hell would the reports get done?? They wouldnt. I am happy for her, but I just really hope this position doesnt go to her head. She doesnt really talk to me much anymore though, not quite sure why, but I think it is best to keep personal and work seperate. That's just me though.
on a lighter note...
I found a dress. IT IS GORGEOUS. I am really excited about this despite what mom thinks. I really am. I have this picture in my head of the way I want it all to be and everytime I think about it I get butterflies. I am so thankful for her and dad, and Angie and Chris. I dont know what I would do with out their help. I am really glad that mom decided to accept that this is my life and I love Andon with all of me and he is the person that I am going to spend the rest of my life with! It's a good feeling having someone there to support you. Thats why I love Angie so much. It's awesome having a mother-in-law that I get along with great!!!
Andon and I are going to hang out with mr matt stanley tonight. Sometimes I wish we were still room mates. And then I think about the juggernaut. That's really the biggest reason that we moved. She is a sweet old lady, I guess, but she has some crazy notions about fire, and cleanliness and food and...there is fire. haha.
My goal this next week is to GOOOSFRAABAAAA it the whole week. Go in early instead of bringing work home will help the stress level tremendously I think. I am very excited about what is to come over the next few weeks.
--april