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i can't sleep again. i don't even know how long i was in bed for anymore. maybe half an hour. i had coffee today, by the way, which was fucking stupid, but kind of delicious, but that was twelve hours ago so there is absolutely no way that that is what this is. i am just not tired. i woke up at 12 today, exhausted from the aforementioned nightmares and was kind of sleepy most of the day and walked around like a zombie and watched movies and i have never cared less about school in my entire life than i do right now - sometimes i forget i'm even in school. but now i'm awake. i'm awake now. here. and i keep having trouble falling asleep and i keep waking up in the middle of the night and it's cold.
and being up like this makes me crazy.
and being up like this makes me crazy.