The only thing to do is fast ---AND GREAT IRONY
I binged tonight. I'm rather disappointed in myself, too. I was doing so well. I was practically living on the fruits and veggies I got at the awesome new farmers market in town, and then I went and bought pop tarts and cookies and ate them for dinner. WTF was I thinking?
I will not eat more than I have to to keep down others' suspicions for tomorrow. I probably went over my 900 calorie limit by about 700 today, so if I keep it in check tomorrow, I can get back on track and feel okay about weighing in on Friday morning.
I'm also deciding to mention one of my other livejournals here (I'm such a dork- I now have three: one for normal life, one for eating disorders, and my new one...) I started my third one for a class at school where I am rather ironically a nutrition major. In the middle of a project focussing on local eating, I started the blog partly as homework, and now, OH THE IRONY, it is being linked all over the place and I am a food writer.
So, I am an eating disordered nutrition major who writes about food. I think it would be rather safe to say that I am totally messed up.
Anyways, the other journal is http://localfoodgirl.livejournal.com
The crap food I binged on is giving me a stomach ache.
I will not eat more than I have to to keep down others' suspicions for tomorrow. I probably went over my 900 calorie limit by about 700 today, so if I keep it in check tomorrow, I can get back on track and feel okay about weighing in on Friday morning.
I'm also deciding to mention one of my other livejournals here (I'm such a dork- I now have three: one for normal life, one for eating disorders, and my new one...) I started my third one for a class at school where I am rather ironically a nutrition major. In the middle of a project focussing on local eating, I started the blog partly as homework, and now, OH THE IRONY, it is being linked all over the place and I am a food writer.
So, I am an eating disordered nutrition major who writes about food. I think it would be rather safe to say that I am totally messed up.
Anyways, the other journal is http://localfoodgirl.livejournal.com
The crap food I binged on is giving me a stomach ache.