Apr 26, 2008 03:22
I feel gross. I've been eating like a pig this week, and I feel just disgusting. I feel dirty, like I'm covered in filth that I just can't scrub off. That filth is my fat, and I can't get rid of it quick enough. No amount of clawing at my skin will remove it from my distended belly and oversized hips.
The scary thing is, I feel so filthy that I'm scared that losing the fat won't be enough.