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Prepare to be confused.
I usually don't write anything personal in here. Mostly because I'm a private person. But today I feel like talking to someone I guess, and I'm in no mood to write everything in my real journal. And maybe deep down I want to talk to someone. *shrugs* I feel like I'm just going through the motions, and man do I not know where to go from here. I want everything to be the same, but I want to leave everything behind. I don't want summer to come because I don't want to go home. Hull is pretty gay. And I feel like if I do go home this summer, things will just go back to the way that they were. Nothing will change at all. Despite this thing now, where things can't be the way they were, but they are. Exactly the same, minus the "I love you" everyday, though that still finds its way in sometimes. I am just so confused. And I'm sure you are too, because this really makes no sense. Because nothing makes sense right now. Except for my 4 year plan. That makes sense and it makes me excited. Anyway.
I usually don't write anything personal in here. Mostly because I'm a private person. But today I feel like talking to someone I guess, and I'm in no mood to write everything in my real journal. And maybe deep down I want to talk to someone. *shrugs* I feel like I'm just going through the motions, and man do I not know where to go from here. I want everything to be the same, but I want to leave everything behind. I don't want summer to come because I don't want to go home. Hull is pretty gay. And I feel like if I do go home this summer, things will just go back to the way that they were. Nothing will change at all. Despite this thing now, where things can't be the way they were, but they are. Exactly the same, minus the "I love you" everyday, though that still finds its way in sometimes. I am just so confused. And I'm sure you are too, because this really makes no sense. Because nothing makes sense right now. Except for my 4 year plan. That makes sense and it makes me excited. Anyway.