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I've realized over the last couple days that I'm not very happy. Sure I try and act happy, but that's not the case. I just feel really lonely, I go to a school of 27,000 and I don't feel at home. I just don't think I deserve to have gotten this far in life. There are other people more deserving of the life that I have. I really thought i liked it here, but now that my family is talking about moving and that providing me with the future option to transfer, I'm really starting to like the idea. I think a big change liek that will do me good. Though right now all I really need is a nice comforting and truely caring hug, which I don't know where to get...