hmm
It's been a rough few weeks. But it's times like these you find out who your real friends are and who's just there for the good times. It's funny the ones you wouldn't think would be there are the ones that are there without a second thought. Hopefully things will be slowly getting better, lord knows I can't continue on the way things have been going. I feel like a basket case. I haven't truly been happy in so long I'm afraid I don't remember how to be. But I guess I'll just have to figure it out. I just wish I knew what it was that was going to make me happy. I'm tired of faking happy, I don't want to have to fake it. I'm running out of steam I don't think I can even fake it anymore. We are going to try counseling hopefully that will help.