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I've been feeling much better lately. I don't know what changed but I'm glad it did. I still get moments of sadness but I guess thats normal. I finally made a decision on what I want to do as far as school is concerned. So far I have been working on just getting the requirements and getting my AA done, which I should be finished with by the end of this year. I had always said I wanted to do adoloscent psychology but I had decided not to do that because it seemed like I would have to be in school forever and I am already half way through my 20's so I was going to do education. But recently I decided I am going to go ahead and at least go for my masters in psych it really won't be that much longer as I had anticipated and then I can do what I really want. I'm still nervous that maybe I have some of the issues my mom passed down but so far I have been fine so I gotta focus on the positive. Also seems like we are going to be able to get that house I'm just still waiting to go look at it make sure it's something I want but sounds like it has the potential to be very promising. I've been spending alot of time relaxing by the pool and reading some things I always enjoyed. And I have been sorta keeping up with all my school work if all goes well I should get almost all A's which should really help bring my GPA up cuz it's still all messed up from the first time I went to college 5 years ago and totally messed everything up. I really need to bring up the gpa so I can transfer to a university. I haven't talked to mom to much lately and usually when I do it's just her talking about superficial stuff and then when shes done talking she has to go she doesn't really have an interest in hearing what I might have to talk about which I suppose is all for the better.