Aug 14, 2007 12:24
I don't want to go to UCLA. I don't want to go to college at all.
Everybody is confident and sure of themselves. Everybody already has a billion friends. Everybody is smart. Everybody is beautiful. Everybody has some sort of fucking amazing talent and wants to party and knows what to say.
I am afraid of girls in LA. They are the scariest people on earth. I will probably not make any friends, ever.
I want to cry. I want to go to a smaller school. I want to go to an easier school. I want to go nowhere, I want to stay here, and sleep and read and not be nervous around people that are better than me.
I want to sit in my grandma's kitchen and fucking cry about it:
I AM SCARED SHITLESS ABOUT SO MANY THINGS.