i ain't no damsel in distress ... so put me down punk

[starlette1218]

i forgot that my body can't withstand staying up until 3 or 4 in the morning for five nights in a row. at least i crammed as much socializing into these last few days of break as i could. granted i figured out what i already knew about certain situations ... meaning that i'm done entertaining relationships that have no room to get off the ground. i've also realized i don't liked to be fawned over. it's fucking annoying and i'd rather be left the fuck alone. maybe that's my independence talking. maybe it's my feelings towards the whole "damsel-in-distress" idea. i can take care of myself ... i don't need your fucking concern over my well-being, thank you very much. yeah ... i needed to vent that. i do my own fucking thing and if that can't be accepted then i guess there's no way for anything to occur in the future. alright ... i'm done with that vent. for real.

i need sleep. i need some drive to go back to school. i need to go boarding real soon. but i am content and well aware of my surroundings and situations. which may possibly be a first for me. alright ... time to finish getting ready for the job i hate so very much.

peace out, homies