College is a fucking roller coaster....

Sep 27, 2004 00:47

You know, sometimes I'm happy here, really, really happy. And sometimes I'm really, really not. My roommate and I have not spoken in over 24 hours and it's not because we haven't been in the room at the same time. We have. She's not a happy person and she takes it out on every else. She needs to get her shit straight before everyone starts coming after her. All my friends already think she's psycho. And she is. The silence is brutal and the room is cold. I have not slept here in three nights because of her 3, 4, and 5 am phone calls with her whiny ex-boyfriend. She is such a bitch.

I really miss my family, especially Daddy. I don't want him to move. I talked to Jessica last night for the first time in a while...she sounded like she was having so much fun. And I talked to Joaquin, he's way the hell in never land, but it was nice to hear from him. Knowing he's still around. He's one person I wanted to say goodbye to, that I never did.

Now I'm just getting really sad again. School is so repetitious. I wake up every day at 10:15 go to class every day at 11, come home take a nap, wake up go to my afternoon class. Wake up, do sorority shit, do homework then avoid my room at all costs until midnight. Every day.

My dad sends me letters once a week. and it makes me really happy. I miss Ashley a lot, and Lindsay and Lori and Jessica. I miss Tate and Chris and Joaquin a lot too.

I wish I wasn't so damn whiney...
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