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first off, i am so lame. it's 10 pm on a saturday night and i am home by myself, slightly drunk. greggo is out of town gigging (in michigan! wowwie) and i just was feeling rather anti-social tonight. i think that term is so negative, anti-social. i just really enjoy being by myself sometimes. is that weird? i don't think so. i really like being by myself sometimes. i pretty much rule. i spent all day at the library and shopping, ate taco bell, and finished off all of my so-called life tonight. that show makes me cry, in a good way. it's so amazing, and every teenage girl who was in high school should watch it. seriously.
anyway...i am slightly drunk because jason left beer in our fridge last week and i drank 5 in about an hour. hence, i can type coherently but i feel slightly buzzed. it's a good feeling...i might get off the computer and rock out in a moment. i have a strange amount of energy. maybe it's partially due to the sinus medicine i took earlier...
things are so amazing. seriously. i am half considering this evening as a celebration with myself: in 2 weeks i will turn 24. for once, my birthday is on a friday and all of my best friends will be in town to celebrate with me. i have an awesome job and will be married in just over 2 months. on top of all that, i have an amazing honeymoon to look forward to, and an amazing SECOND honeymoon with my bb at bonnaroo in june. we've discussed at length how annoying we are going to be in the months leading up to the concert: "omg it's going to be amazing. omg can you believe how amazing it's going to be? seriously it's going to be awesome. amazing." i keep having this fantasy that i'm going to run into eddie vedder and kanye west at a beer tent. i think i need to keep dreaming. tickets are $209 and go on sale next saturday...you can bet i will be purchasing those puppies right at noon!
i should be seeing my boon tonight at MLTs, but i kinda drank too much and i kinda can't drive. i'm sad, but it's ok. i shall see her soon.
ok. i think i am gonna play loud music and celebrate by myself. why? because i can, and because i have a damn good time by myself....i am the only person i know who can tolerate obscure r.e.m. songs at a high volume for hours on end. btw...like their only midwest tour date is in chicago. phshawwww, r.e.m.
"light years" means so much to me now. it reminds me of my grandma. i think that there are certain songs that mean more to me than some people do. now, is that weird? again, i don't think so. music is one constant for me.
i really have to end this now....off i go!
anyway...i am slightly drunk because jason left beer in our fridge last week and i drank 5 in about an hour. hence, i can type coherently but i feel slightly buzzed. it's a good feeling...i might get off the computer and rock out in a moment. i have a strange amount of energy. maybe it's partially due to the sinus medicine i took earlier...
things are so amazing. seriously. i am half considering this evening as a celebration with myself: in 2 weeks i will turn 24. for once, my birthday is on a friday and all of my best friends will be in town to celebrate with me. i have an awesome job and will be married in just over 2 months. on top of all that, i have an amazing honeymoon to look forward to, and an amazing SECOND honeymoon with my bb at bonnaroo in june. we've discussed at length how annoying we are going to be in the months leading up to the concert: "omg it's going to be amazing. omg can you believe how amazing it's going to be? seriously it's going to be awesome. amazing." i keep having this fantasy that i'm going to run into eddie vedder and kanye west at a beer tent. i think i need to keep dreaming. tickets are $209 and go on sale next saturday...you can bet i will be purchasing those puppies right at noon!
i should be seeing my boon tonight at MLTs, but i kinda drank too much and i kinda can't drive. i'm sad, but it's ok. i shall see her soon.
ok. i think i am gonna play loud music and celebrate by myself. why? because i can, and because i have a damn good time by myself....i am the only person i know who can tolerate obscure r.e.m. songs at a high volume for hours on end. btw...like their only midwest tour date is in chicago. phshawwww, r.e.m.
"light years" means so much to me now. it reminds me of my grandma. i think that there are certain songs that mean more to me than some people do. now, is that weird? again, i don't think so. music is one constant for me.
i really have to end this now....off i go!