There is no future. There is no past. I live this moment as my last.
I saw RENT again last night for the second time. I saw it with Ryan and I have to say it was better the second time around rather than the first. I don't know if it was becuase I had better company or if I knew what I was expecting. Either way, it was all in all a rather enjoyable experience. After the movie, Ryan and I headed off to Applebees where we had buffalo wings, apple cheesecake chimichunga, and a random meeting with Perry -- "I'm gonna go out and get a smoke" = This is awkward so I'm gonna disappear? Possibly. We had a good talk too. It's been decided that I'm going to change my hair drastically but I won't do it until New Years Eve so that I can surprise people and look good when I go out to party. Ack! It's going to be so cool but so weird! I hope I can handle it!
I'm not really telling a lot of people what's going to happen in the near future but I'm excited because it may possibly involve Chicago. I've been looking into it over the last few days and everything looks good but if I wanna do it, I'd have to do it now seeing as how I don't have a lot of time to get ready for it! If it does happen, it'll change me for the better. Just get me out of that slump i've been in the last year and a half. It needs to happen. That's all that I have to say!
Right now I'm on my 15 minute break from work. The starbucks I had for breakfast is upsetting my stomach though I'm not surprised seeing as how that was the only thing I had this morning alongside a little cream cheese brownie that someone brought in for us to munch on. I haven't been eating as healthy as I should but then agian, I noticed that I hardly eat at all. There are many a time when coffee replaces an actual meal. Melissa = a coffee addict. Yes indeed! It helps me stay awake throughout the long workdays and I feel more productive that way. I'm glad I'm addicted to caffeine and not anything else. There are times when I"m really grateful that I don't have any serious serious problems. For what I've gone through the last year, I'm surprised I'm not smoking or having some sort of horrible eating disorder. Last weekend gave me a little self esteem boost. Just a little. Then talking with Ryan last night about why we both aren't like everyone else boosed it just a little more. Makes me glad that I have some friends who can agree with me and my beliefs.
SO my breaks almost up. Well...it's been up for the last five minutes but my supervisor is so busy that I don't think she's going to notice. I have a really strong urge to see RENT again tonight but I have to close at Liz Claiborne. Oh how fun that will be! Haha! Goodness...but I have to do it. I'm starting to slack off when it comes to working. I think it might be the fact that people are coming home. I always tend to get lazy around this time of year. Plus I'm on this big RENT kick because I'm just so excited the movies out. I may get the movie soundtrack on my break because I LOVE Mimi's (Rosario Dawsons) voice! Plus my RENT cd's at home and I wanna listen to it when I go on lunch today!
So yes...anyways...
I'm gonna get going. Back to working on files! I will try my best to write later or something.
Chow darlings!
<3 Melisas
I'm not really telling a lot of people what's going to happen in the near future but I'm excited because it may possibly involve Chicago. I've been looking into it over the last few days and everything looks good but if I wanna do it, I'd have to do it now seeing as how I don't have a lot of time to get ready for it! If it does happen, it'll change me for the better. Just get me out of that slump i've been in the last year and a half. It needs to happen. That's all that I have to say!
Right now I'm on my 15 minute break from work. The starbucks I had for breakfast is upsetting my stomach though I'm not surprised seeing as how that was the only thing I had this morning alongside a little cream cheese brownie that someone brought in for us to munch on. I haven't been eating as healthy as I should but then agian, I noticed that I hardly eat at all. There are many a time when coffee replaces an actual meal. Melissa = a coffee addict. Yes indeed! It helps me stay awake throughout the long workdays and I feel more productive that way. I'm glad I'm addicted to caffeine and not anything else. There are times when I"m really grateful that I don't have any serious serious problems. For what I've gone through the last year, I'm surprised I'm not smoking or having some sort of horrible eating disorder. Last weekend gave me a little self esteem boost. Just a little. Then talking with Ryan last night about why we both aren't like everyone else boosed it just a little more. Makes me glad that I have some friends who can agree with me and my beliefs.
SO my breaks almost up. Well...it's been up for the last five minutes but my supervisor is so busy that I don't think she's going to notice. I have a really strong urge to see RENT again tonight but I have to close at Liz Claiborne. Oh how fun that will be! Haha! Goodness...but I have to do it. I'm starting to slack off when it comes to working. I think it might be the fact that people are coming home. I always tend to get lazy around this time of year. Plus I'm on this big RENT kick because I'm just so excited the movies out. I may get the movie soundtrack on my break because I LOVE Mimi's (Rosario Dawsons) voice! Plus my RENT cd's at home and I wanna listen to it when I go on lunch today!
So yes...anyways...
I'm gonna get going. Back to working on files! I will try my best to write later or something.
Chow darlings!
<3 Melisas