Just the way
So this is how my life has unfolded over the last 6 months or so..
I failed 3 out of 4 subjects last semester, why? Because I had no motivation to go to uni and hence did virtually no work and only managed to scrape through on the other subject. I promised myself that I was never going to do that again.
A relationship that I had done nothing but work for ended. I am not entirely sure if I can solely blame myself for that, but either way nothing good has really come of it.
I started the new year with a great outlook and expected to fly through this semester of uni studying hard and enjoying all of my subjects. As it turns out, I am doing less work than I was last year, have already dropped 2 subjects and looking at failing the other two if I don't do some drastic work and soon.
Spent a lot of time thinking about the fact that I am well into my 20's now and am no more responsible than I was 5 years ago. I guess that just proves that maturity definately does not come with age.
So this is my life. Do I like it? No. Can I change it? Yes. Do I have the notivation to? I don't know. But I have gotten so good at acting as though things in my life are great that sometimes I can fool myself. My problem is that I spend so much time worrying about what I am doing that it eats into all my time to actually do anything.
I have no man and am finding it hard to get motivated to study. Things could be worse...
I failed 3 out of 4 subjects last semester, why? Because I had no motivation to go to uni and hence did virtually no work and only managed to scrape through on the other subject. I promised myself that I was never going to do that again.
A relationship that I had done nothing but work for ended. I am not entirely sure if I can solely blame myself for that, but either way nothing good has really come of it.
I started the new year with a great outlook and expected to fly through this semester of uni studying hard and enjoying all of my subjects. As it turns out, I am doing less work than I was last year, have already dropped 2 subjects and looking at failing the other two if I don't do some drastic work and soon.
Spent a lot of time thinking about the fact that I am well into my 20's now and am no more responsible than I was 5 years ago. I guess that just proves that maturity definately does not come with age.
So this is my life. Do I like it? No. Can I change it? Yes. Do I have the notivation to? I don't know. But I have gotten so good at acting as though things in my life are great that sometimes I can fool myself. My problem is that I spend so much time worrying about what I am doing that it eats into all my time to actually do anything.
I have no man and am finding it hard to get motivated to study. Things could be worse...