On The Fence
Sorted My Head Out
Well it has taken a lot of thought to arrive at the point I am at now.
Bry, thank you for listening to me. You offer completely unbiased advice. It has helped me to realise a lot of things about myself that I was too afraid to admit.
Jealousy
I have been jealous a lot lately. Not through lack of trust in Carl, just jealous. I now realise that this is a result of my own insecurities. My lack of confidence puts me on edge around prettier and thinner girls. However what I should have realised is that Carl is with me for a reason.If he wants someone else he can just end the relationship, simple.
I know he wont cheat so what really is the issue. I am very close with my good male friends and I think nothing of giving them a hug. Therefore why should he be expected to act differently?!
Friends
I do not want my friends to get involved anymore. I would like to be able to talk to them and get things off my chest but I do not want them to step in for me. Even at my most pitiful I am more than capable of dealing with relationship issues. I know it is all done in my best interests but I think it will cause more issues than it solves. I love you all but please don't have a go at Carl on my behalf. I can bitch slap him myself, I promise :p !
Realisation
Sometimes in life you need to look at yourself for realisation. The problem lies in me, acceptance is half the way to solution.
Angie xx